;it’s stuck in my head and it can never be erased from my memory.
;today could not be going any more horribly.
;she started crying herself to sleep at night
Because thoughts of him would swim in her head
Until they exploded through her eyes
Crushing every decent thought she’d had that day
And the thoughts were too much
And the tears gave her headaches
And she couldn’t remember what ‘happy’ felt like
Because she didn’t even want to be happy without him
So she didn’t even try to get better
She didn’t even try to be okay
And nobody could help her
If she wouldn’t help herself
She plunged deeper and deeper into the black hole
That she called her soul
Building walls as she descended
Walls made of pure titanium that not a soul could break through
And only a madman would attempt to climb
She accompanied herself with fairy tales and imaginary creatures
Daring not to let anyone close
Because being lonely was better than ever being hurt again
i’m so upset
I just realized that the reason ghosts say Boo! is because it’s a latin verb
they’re literally saying ‘I alarm/I am alarming/I do alarm!!
if it comes from the latin word, they’re actually saying “I’M YELLING!” which is even cuter
do they speak latin because it’s a dead language
You did not love me,
You just loved the fact that I was here for you.
You loved the attention I gave you,
You loved the fact that I would drop anything for you.
You did not love me, but god,
I loved you.